Serfs were dumb...
I remember when my family used to go to Pedriza national park in Spain. It was a place designed for little kids with huge imaginations. It was a small lush valley nestled back in the mountains of Navacerrada, covered with pine forests, divided by clear mountain streams, and spotted with monstrous round boulders that seemed to have fallen there as giant hail stones thousands of years ago and then petrified over time. In the spring it was covered with wild flowers. It was a place of dreams for a kid.
I could never wait to get out of the car and explore. My brother and sisters and I would arm ourselves with stick swords and pine cone hand grenades and climb every boulder we saw, hop every creek we found, and pretend that savage indians, armed robbers, and wild beasts lurked behind every tree. I found myself addicted to the thrill of exploring.
It wasn't until some time after this realization, however, that I became depressed because it hit me that I had been born several centuries too late to be an explorer when I grew up. Satellites had ruined everything.
When I attended Urbana this December, though, Father opened my eyes to something exciting. I was talking with a recruiter for an organization that works with unreached people groups when he used a word that made my heart jump and my brain unable to focus on anything else he was saying. He described their work as work in uncharted regions of the Kingdom.
And just like that, something clicked, and all of a sudden Christopher Columbus didn't seem that far away anymore, and I could just see Father grinning at me in the throne room, with his hands on my shoulders, looking me in the face and saying, "I need some more men like you. Will you go for me? Will you take My standard to the uncharted places? Will you go to expand the boundaries of My Kingdom - to make known the name of the King where they have not heard?"
It felt like my heart would explode. The thought of the opportunity of being a scout on the front lines of the advancing Kingdom - the very place where light meets darkness - is one of the most exciting thoughts that has ever gripped my heart. Because that's where the action is.
I want to be where deliverance happens.
I have very little experience being in such a place so far. Everything that I have heard about it says that it is hard. It is dangerous. It is a place that swallows people whole. Some deep part of me is scared that I don't know what I'm asking for. But some other deep part of me remembers the words of the King: "Be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid. I am with you wherever you go." Your rod and your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table for me in the presence of my enemies....my cup overflows. A cloud of smoke by day, and a pillar of fire by night... You hem me in, behind and before - you have laid your hand upon me. Where can I go from your spirit? Have you not seen? Have you not heard? I am with you always, to the very end of the age.
This is where deliverance happens. Why would I ever choose to spend my life anywhere else?
I don't know what He has for me next, but I know now why He chose to make me an explorer in the 21st century.
